I'm moving my xanga to www.xanga.com/B1_Grl. So check thurr for mah new entriez. I haven't wrote anything on it yet. But I'm still building up mah site, so yeah. But check it out whenevr I guezz...

<3 ^JAY^ <3

*Shocked*

Since EVRYONE  has deserted me and dun call lyke they sayyyy, I've been spendin all mah tyme on tha phone wit Arhon'z friend Julyan. He'z German and juz the sweetest! It turnz out that now I'm married...*Disappointed* (I thought that I waz tha x-pert on revrse sikology{I kno that'z not how u spell it}) So ya, Julyan and I are "married", and his first request waz for me to stop talkin to mah guyz.
HAHA!!!!!!!!!! YA RIGHT!!!!!!!!!! I'm not gunna give up mah guyz for ne1, not even if I was madly, and deeply in luv wit tha guy. I'm not gunna change who I am for no guy.

I kno that sum1 iz gunna be mad at me so I'm apologizing to u right now...I'm so srry...

* Shocking Realization *

I can't be married to Julyan...I'm already married...OMG, he'z gunna kill me!! I'M SO SO SO SO SO SRRY!!! It waz an accident, u haftah forgive me!!!! PAHLEAZZZ!?!?!?!?!?

* Advice Tu Self *

Stay away 4rm guyz, u're a CRUSHAHOLIC.

* New Yearz Resolution *

Okay, I know that I'm way l8 on thiz but I figured that wit evrything that'z goin on right now...I really needed one. So my New Yearz Resolution is tu not d8. Cuz I end up wit two husbandz and one that I really want tu be with..and well,...I can't. The other who trciks me into marrying him...along wit that help of Ar-Hon!!... altho they knew I wusn't "free".

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     I'm givin up on guyz. They aren't as understanding as I thought before. They're alwayz doubting me. They dun believe a word I say...it'z lyke i can do no right. On top of that my bro iz lukin at 30 years to lyfe in prison. I can't take it nemore.

     He'z so wishy-washy. One minute he'z lyke mah bezt friend...tha next iz lyke who tha hell r u!?!?!?!?!? He'z tha first guy that I've lyked that I've made un-intentionally mad. And then the way he acted at tha end hurt sooooo much that I juz started crying. Too much stress in mah lyfe. I dun kno if I can concentrate on my lazt two finalz tmr. Wish meh luck becuz I'm so gunna need it.

* Lukz Up Heavenwardly* OMG I MISS MAH BRO
SOOOO SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

* Shockin Realization *

I'm in...lu, lu..." NO WAY!! NEVR AGAIN!!!"  I culdn't possibly lu, lu..." IMPOSSIBLE!!!! HOW CAN THIZ BE!?!?!?!?!?"

I'm not gunna be on mah messengerz for about 2 or 3 dayz. I'll post up an entry those dayz and let u guyz kno whu'z goin on. I need to clear mah head. If ya'll wanna talk to me my phone iz on 24/7 juz call me. Or text meh, unlimited text messagez so dun worry bout it. But if u call tmr n I dun answer I'm lykely n skewl, but I get owt and 12:22pm so holler at meh. If ne1 wantz tu go owt thiz weekend let meh kno. I'd do nething to get owt thiz houz n get mah mynd off all thiz crap.

Cell # 323-384-6837

Houz # 661-264-2120 ~ Call after 1pm I'll be dun made it home by den. I need to spend sum tyme wit mah asianz Jeff and them. Maybe they can x-plain guyz to meh better....juz a thought, jeez

A grl that I thought waz mah friend reallay hurt meh tuday. She actuallay made fun of me becuz of whu happened wit meh and mah twin. If ya evr wunna reallay break mah heart then thurr ya go. But remember I dun deal wit heart break too well, and c'ing az he wuz mah I wuld kill ovr him.

*Billy*~  Ya wunted to kno evrythin...here ya go...

I had a twin brother hiz name wahz...
Tarince-Alexandrio myne
Janice-Alexandria, Tay and Jay fo short. He waz killed trynna protect meh. You turn down tha wrong guy then evry1'z out to get ya. Few guyz had a problem with it.  Tay run to mah rescue...they jumped him and beat him to death. It'z mah fault tho i shuld've dun sumn otha than sit thurr and cry. I mean he waz only 12 and them 16. Five 16 yr oldz jumped a lil 12 yr old!!! That'z tha truth...

Nuthin good to say tuday.

I fell for the guy that I'd no chance wit. I'm soooooooo stupid!!! Whurr'z a bff wen u need them.?.?.?.?.?={

Mayb God wantz meh 2 b alone fo tha rez of mah lyfe...hmm...I dun evn kno no mo.

~.~.~.~.~.Drownin' in mah sorrow~.~.~.~.~.
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